My family violated me in several ways four brothers sister mom and dad. I was sexual assault at least twice a month for years.......I just wanted to share my story.....I was the bud of folks jokes at home I gain weight at 11 yrs old, my period stop which caused invasive procedure by the gyn, I still beleive my mom hide something that further made me a victim. I was assualted in separate incident at 15 years old. The world became unsafe when at two separate daycare the assaults went further on. We learned as a system no one is safe even the world community television radio made us senstive jumpy to any thing on there even the shells. I'm on the significant end the journal has been unbeleiveable tough no words can discribe unimaginable horror and pain. I would recommend the negative coping ways because therapy doesnt work. I'd take a job below my their means and just escape with great desires for wealth in a minute. To have some prick think that someone safe enough needs to be in therapy to get out all their pieces just because is the most inhumane thing I can think just like waterboard treasure and torture. I'd call anyone of my folks and say it wasn't this bad in the moment even at the alters vantage point. (sorry misspelled words)
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
No poetry or creative excpression in this, IT'S ALL ABOUT ME. And my writing.Haven't been on DS for ages due to a technical problem.I've got heaps of serious mental illness and am a 13 years sober member of AA. Had a 15 year career as a PR Manager then my illnesses as well as 6 years of gross misprescription by psych profession lost everything and haven't worked for five and a half years - am on...