Thanks for update, I asked about you in other post earlier today.

How can we support you right now?

Missed you

I'm really a little lost right now. Don't know what to do. Can't seem to get out of this hole I've fallen into.
Been dealing with a lot of memories/nightmares lately, which kind of pushed me over the edge.
Also had to deal with my parents more lately, which bothers some of us a lot.

Thanks for caring.

I am so sorry to hear you are all hurting so much. I for one am thrilled your O.D. failed and you are hear.

I find just talking helps me so I am also here if you just need to talk. I am at a business conference this week but I am checking DS

Good luck!!

I definitely know the pits of despair that drives us to take an OD. At the moment I feel like my life is consumed with out of control addictions which have been triggered by major issues we are dealing with in therapy which focuses on our traumatic childhood. it can be quite tiring dealing with the aftermath of an OD attempt and the conflict that arises of people desperately wanting it to have worked while others internally and externally thankful that it didn't. Please know that the group is here for you as much as it can be AprilStar for you and anyone else with you.

Dear one,
I am already in the hole you speak of and now i am not alone...

thank you

hi I'm skard. raven wants to try agin and I don't no how to stop her some of the uthr ones agree with her
Sarah

Im really sorry to hear this is the case Sarah. It makes it really difficult when we seem to be the only ones trying to keep fighting when everyone wants to give up and die. Are you able to take yourself to the hospital to keep everyone safe? Is there anyone else who wants to keep fighting this battle who you could join with to keep everyone safe? I think it was you who told the dr maybe you could tell the dr that if she doesnt do something well then youre afraid the others are going to make sure they succeed this time. Drs have a duty to keep their patient safe even if their patient doesnt like going into hospital. Is there a suicide emergeancy number you could ring and speak to someone over the phone?

Im sorry for this being so long Sarah but I know you are an intelligent girl and also really brave. I also thank you for doing such an amazing job in trying to keep everyone safe.

cant go to the hospitl. its skary ther. i told our therpist. we see her on wensday, we just ned to stay saf til then.

Hi Sarah

That is really scary and you are very brave to try to stand up and fight for your life. I hope everything works out and you can wait for wed

Like PJL said you are very brave Sarah and you will be specifically in my thoughts and prayers

If you need to borrow my comforter in chief.....we can hold and rock you

If you need to borrow my protector....we can shield you from danger

To others in the group, we can share how we have dealt with memories/nightmares in the past - not just strategies for getting thru the minute, hour, or day....but also, how we have processed some of our old feelings.

(((HUGS)))

thank you all. we're all still in a really bad place, but thank you for being here for us.