Multiple Personalities Support Group

Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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theblackrose
theblackrose
We don't want to be a burden and y'all have enough to worry bout as it is... We won't be alive to much longer now an we might as well face it, there's not much we can do without getting in the way.. So we might as well leave. We've all been thinkin the same thing I'm just the only one with the balls to say it. You've been good to us, a little to good. We don't deserve it. We won't be a worry or a annoyance for y'all any longer. So G'bye... And thanks for tryin. We're sure DS will go on just fine without us... Maybe even better. And for the record, I'm a girl. Not some fucking guy.. And we might as well admit it, we're gonna be daddy's little bitches and slaves forever. But not for much longer. We're gonna die on fathers day as a little present.... Guess I shouldn't drag this on any longer. Good bye for good guys. And may your lives turn out better than ours.

-Ray and the black rose clan.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I remember that time in my life. When I was stuck and it never seemed to end. But it did and it will for you too. Somehow, someday. You might have to make it happen. Safely. But never give in and never let them win. You are too good and important for that. Get angry and love yourself.
theblackrose
theblackrose
Sorry, but I've gotten that pep-talk memorized... No offense. I'm afraid Ray is right.. There is no hope for us. There is no end. There's no such thing as a gate way out of hell. I'm stuck as my fathers toy and my mothers slave. I'm too "ill" to know what I want and my sister is beating me up everyday and no one seems to notice anywhere. We have no one to turn to because it seems like everyones just given up on us. It's not worth it anymore.... Im starting to miscarriage again... I'm done. Just done. It's not worth the pain any longer and I'm giving up on myself to, because obviously it isn't worth it anymore....
theblackrose
theblackrose
I don't even see why I should wait til fathers day. :/ I'm just going to go to the medicine cabinet and swallow every pill I can find... I apologize. But there's no point anymore.
moonface21
moonface21
Stay with us.Ray is wrong.
There is a way out of hell.
We all thought at one point or another that we could not endure it anymore, that it would never stop
.It does stop.The pain stops one day.
The horror leaves.
You are a very lovable person who deserves to be happy.
one day, you will have your own life and family.Trust me.I lost several babies too.I know the pain.
Big hugs.
stephanietram
stephanietram
please keep looking for some way to get out and be free for your own self and safety.
k2hsharpe
k2hsharpe
aah tbr

juneflower and moonface21 are right - there will come a time when you don't share a roof with these people, when you will be free of them and when you can heal (or even take your revenge upon them if you wish?). But you need to choose survival until that time arrives.

and no, DS will not be a better place for not having you here - it will be a poorer place. As will the world be a poorer place if you weren't in it

kevin
bluedragon41
bluedragon41
Leave your abusive "home," but don't leave us. You may not believe you deserve it, but we're the ones who made the decision to care, so us caring about you is our choice.
theblackrose
theblackrose
*sigh* morning... Last night I drank everything and swallowed some pills that I could find then I threw up and passed out. I was then shaken awake by the police who interrogated me for a while... I'm now on suicide watch and the police won't help me...
stephanietram
stephanietram
what did you tell the police? If you are on a suicide watch it seems someone would be looking for an opportunity to talk with you and give you a chance to escape the hell at home.