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Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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"human windsock"

bluedragon41
bluedragon41
One of my alters called me that.
He said (pardon the cursing)
"She's a fucking human windsock-we all emote through her, so she's all over the place.
No wonder everyone hates her."
john12as
john12as
not everyone :P
DarkGypsyG
DarkGypsyG
ya'll might feel that way. new awareness through alters often causes that. every one vying for attention. each with their own needs and opinions. the outside world doesn't get it and reacts with harsh disbelief. unfortunately we've been taught to believe that we the victim are at fault for their ignorance. quite the opposite.

As the Mother of us I'd like to say to All of Ya'll, we may have never met face to face but i can assure you we do not hate any of ya'll.

As the Bitch/Psycho to those who need to scream, totally get it.
theblackrose
theblackrose
WE DONT HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -BROOKIE :D
bluedragon41
bluedragon41
Aww...thanks guys...
deleted_user
deleted_user
That seems to be a common thread lately. Have you has discussion or asserted you are more than just an amplifier for their thoughts and emotions?

we appreciate you et all and certainly can add we dont hate
bluedragon41
bluedragon41
The only emotion I have on my own is a dull, dead, emptiness. It's really alarming...except I can't get alarmed on my own.

I didn't think the most disturbing part of being DID would be finding out that there's not much "me"...but there ain't much of me that's not somebody else.
DarkGypsyG
DarkGypsyG
that was weird for me too.... The Lost One