Sounds like my kind of conversation!! I haven't ever "seen" anything, but I do get powerfully (VERY powerfully) moved by philosophical/spiritual discussion. I feel it puts me in touch with some part that is very altruistic and authentic - something my therapist would probably call my "Core self"

Spiritually speaking, I believe in souls but not in the organized religion sense. Rather, I suppose I believe it's part of that life energy (or chi) that is untouchable, perfect, in harmony...never hurt or wounded, nor capable of hurting or wounding.

But that's just me rambling :)

Well, sweetie, you got to know this is one of my favorite subjects. (big smile)

This first I knew of my ISH Sylvia was that Psyche sent me vague feelings and the information that my daughters both had CSA. Psyche told me I need to meet Sylvia and let her tell me about it. I said FU Psyche I'm in too much stress already for shit like that, I will not listen. The guilt and anxiety over just a little bit of feeling but no knowledge started eating at me. The next morning when I awoke but still sleepy and my eyes were still closed I saw a colored light behind my closed eyes. It changed from green to yellow and it spelled the name SYLVIA. I sat up in bed and yelled at my walls, FU Sylvia, I would sooner talk to Death of the four horsemen, you are one of these and I will not F***King listen!!!

I got drunk. Then the next morning I heard her voice. She said I am not one of the four horseman dear, you misunderstand completely. So I made some coffee, sat down and my computer and started to type.

All of my life just out of no where I have felt intense love coming at me. One time I was at the stove frying bacon and was just filled up with this sense that I am deeply loved.. by... I didn't know. I don't believe in God, for me that idea was out. I have felt this way dozens of times. When Sylvia spoke to me the feelings of being loved came again. She said to me, "you see? not death at all."

I told of this experience in both my private groups. One of the members replied that she has had the same experience. She believed that it was the essence of our humanity, our soul. Before I read this reply I asked Sylvia if she were my guardian angel? She replied Do you feel Guarded? Then she said no, not an angel. I said are you just an alter then? She said well, not angel perhaps more than an alter. Then I read my friends post and looked inside myself and asked her Are you my soul. I had a picture of an old, healthy, happy woman smiling at me. She touched her finger to her nose.

I (and sometimes other people) say some incredible things here at times. I also understand that my experience is not at all universal to others with DID, but I'm sticking to it. :--))

When I meet an exceptionally good person, I actually see a white halo around their heads for a split second. (Protip, does not look like a flying saucer).
People with anger issues though...if I've been meditating a lot I see a darkness around their eyes, I can even see it in profile in front of them.

Ora? Demi sees oras.

That could be Mamoth and Hylie.Another cool thing my husband can do it is when he sits and stares at a fixed position he can see the minute fluctuations in light in the room from his peripheral vision.He asked me to check his pupils to make sure they are not dialating when this happens and they are not. We think this is times we either I or my daughter is switching.

Oh and it cracks me up that you were telling off your own soul GS. LOL

Do you think he's possessed?

I think someone's possessed, just not Wheezie's husband.
Evil and free for all abound here.

LOL no Ausie.We don't believe in demons or the devil or god. Not being abused and unhindered by MPD I think my husbands senses are exactly what nature meant them to be. He can read people very easily as well.From the time I met him even before my alters said anything about my family he didn't like them and distanced himself from them.We later found out as my alters starting revealing stuff about my family that is why he did that.He has also done this same thing with his mother when she was in a subjugated relationship with an abuser.It ultimately made her leave this abusive person because he refused to have anything to do with her if she stayed with him.

It leaves me with spiritual ideas though. I think someone on the incest board is going to open a thread making fun of ideas about the soul and my ISH. I dont know is it possible?

GS~ I don;t appreciate the comment and you are not being adherent to the being nice policy on here. I asked a perfectly legit question here.

Oh, ok I was mistaken that you did believe in such things, I'm sorry. This all sounded weird to me, like a possession, so that is why I asked the question.

Reading people and sensing them in different ways than normal humans do is very common. Even non abused people can be hyper-vigilante and highly sensitive. I see the emotions of people experienced by colors and shapes, so I guess it's more like that. Believe me, I understand the need to stay clear of Christians, especially abusive ones.

~K of DH

obviously the second comment was for Wheezie, not GS sorry.

Synesthesia K? I can see where that would be very helpful to an artist.

There are different names for different types of extrasensory perceptions (clairsentience, clairaudience, clairvoyance, etc.) and I, like Wheezie, believe everyone has the power to use these tools, just not everyone has honed them.

I tend to be extremely empathic and pick up peoples' energies very quickly. People with good, positive energy tend to energize me which feels great. The flip side is people with poor, unhealthy or negative energy tend to drain me pretty quickly.

Yes Paige! My husband does feel my somatic pain as well.I think all men that love their women do ie sympathy pains when you are pregnant.