I have been aware of parts within myself and many dissociative symptoms but have always said I have DDNOS (dissociative disorder not otherwise specified) because I'd never lost time or seen evidence of parts coming out at all, with or without my knowledge.
The morning of New Year's Eve I was talking with my roommate and she said she heard me talking in two different voices, arguing with myself, in the middle of the night. She told me just because she wanted to make sure I realized I was using two different voices. I thought we were talking about a different time and then things weren't really making sense and I said, "When was this?" "4AM". I have no recollection of that. "Oh God." was my response. Anywho, I've been looking for a new therapist anyway, but now I'm desperate to find someone who understands dissociative disorders and has worked with parts before. I'm currently inpatient (I didn't want to take any chances) but they are looking at a discharge date of Tuesday, Jan 8 and I'm like "Not without a therapist appointment scheduled!"
I live near Worcester, MA. I prefer somone within half an hour of my home, but I may be able to see someone up to an hour away, if I can work out getting a ride. I do have people at McLean Hospital looking for someone for me, and have reached out to every other contact I can think of who may know someone.
Thanks for listening!
Where did all the broken people go? I haven't been on for a while, but it looks pretty sparse. Cut free but feeling down today.
I've had a few accounts over the years. I would be having lots of nice connections and feel like its all working and then something would trigger some episode of crazy depresssion and id just stop everything. feel like im doing ok now and just needed to com back to ds. i missed you guys. you spirit and your strength helped me through some very rough times. i just want to let all of you know the...