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Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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suzieann 01/21/2018

I know a new Alter Suzie came out yesterday. I have a lot of time loss & called my therapist today because I was raped last night. This stranger came in my house when I was asleep came up the stairs into my bedroom.

My therapist was able to get Suzie to come out & talked w her. Suzie was very scared & felt like a very bad girl. Dori ( my therapist) assured her she was not bad she just wanted to have Suzie tell us what happened. Not really sure what my question is but I am So disoriented today & numb. Has anything like this happen to any of you?

k2hsharpe 01/23/2018

I'm so sorry this happened to you
I hope your therapist can help you though what must be a difficult time

suzieann 01/25/2018

Thanks k2hsharpe. My therapist & support team are helping us. I (Suzeann) am staying @ my friends house & will try staying the night @ our house tonight. We are feeling panicky. Just started to feel. My T thinks Suzie has kept me numb because she feels so bad & responsible. Little Girl came out last night & drew some pictures, Kai journaled a bit today. Everyone is trying to deal w the Rape.

pixieluv4 01/25/2018

I am so sorry... my alter first really came out because of an assault.... i really hope your therapist helps you through this. I also hope your alters can all depend on each other to help heal.... gods above know i still lean on mine from time to time.

pixieluv4 01/25/2018

If you need someone to talk to, feel free to reach out. I check messages usually once a day. <3

suzieann 01/29/2018

Thx so muc guys it’s brenda here. That’s encouraging Suzeann is really going threw a scary time

k2hsharpe 01/29/2018

hi Suzieann & brenda
I hope you've all been able to reassure Suzie that this is not her fault? She doesn't need to carry guilt on top of the trauma
kevin

suzieann 02/04/2018

Ya we told Suzie it not her fault she didn t cause this & Suzeann didn t cause this. This man who came in our house & forced himself on us he raped us! That sick f er sorry I swear a lot I protect S ( Suzeann) and that A hole really did a number on her she is still in so much pain!! We all are. Has anyone else gon thro this?

k2hsharpe 02/05/2018

swear as often and as much as you like - you can't offend me cos I am Aussie and we are pretty much all vulgar mouths. Have any of you considered reporting the rapist to the police? Or would that just be layering more trauma on top of the trauma you already have?

suzieann 02/06/2018

Thanks k2hsharpe. I 15yrs & don’t know when it’s not appropriate to swear It just fucking comes out oops. ya we don t wanna go to the cops cuz that would be too traumatic. U really nice k2hsharpe

k2hsharpe 02/06/2018

swearing in my company is always appropriate, so if ever you feel the need or if you just kinda want to - let it slip. If you're not from Australia, I'll make you an honorary Aussie - so it'll always be OK with me
:)

suzieann 02/06/2018

Haha thanks

k2hsharpe 02/06/2018

no fukin worries, yw
:)

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