Multiple Personalities Support Group
Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...
You are making sense. There are changes happening probably that will become clearer as you go. If you don't yet, perhaps a therapist would be a good place to start. They can be very helpful with the things you are describing.