Does anybody else really hate there mother? I have several personalities that are so afraid of her. There are others who would like to smack her around for every lie, exaggeration, manipulation, conniving, cruel, selfish, narcissistic, disrespectful, domineering, demanding, provocative, prideful, shame throwing, verbal rage, physical abuse, disrespectful of boundaries, a sense of entitlement, whats hers is hers and whats mine is hers, guilt flinging, Italian Gestapo, thief, favoritism, not a nurturing bone in her body, neglectful, hypocrite, lazy, arrogant, self centered, phony, pitiful, know it all bitch and she died that way! This is all true and not an exaggeration. Yet, she still torments me in my head and I feel guilt, shame, and a lack of loyalty for saying all this. I wish God gave me a good Mother. I dont know what it is like to be embraced and loved unconditionally, except with my own children. My mother was an example of how not to be as a mother. The result of that is...I have two very loving, kind and successful young adults who are mentally and emotionally stable and we respect and love one another. Thank you God!
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