Multiple Personalities Support Group

Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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JessicaChase 08/23/2015

HI, I have not been on this site for a long time. In this time that has passed I've worked through all the abuse that caused the birth of my personalities. I know this is a difficult topic to talk about, I do not want to discourage anyone in their healing process, but I just need to get it off my chest. After seven years of continuous therapy and medications and prayer I have become one mind. I no longer operate under one of my 11 particular personalities at a time. They are me and I am them. This has been amazing work and healing. However, I'm alone and stuck with just me. I have to deal with life with myself and I'm scared to leave my home. I know I have to work through this also, but I just want to cry. I miss them.

john12as 08/23/2015

I think it's OK to cry and grieve the loss of your personalities...of course it's hard to lose those who helped you survive.

Congratulations on all the hard work you have done...your journey of healing!

For me, joining face to face support groups helped me get out of the house and CONNECT with other people and life again. Yesterday , one of the groups i belong to had a picnic BBQ. It was a real mood booster. Some days, i still stay home and isolate and play video games....LOL

thanks for sharing. I would also add that those who have done work such as you have done...possess great wisdom and have a lot offer others seeking to heal....integration may not be for everyone but healing takes different forms...

(((HUGS)))

JessicaChase 08/23/2015

Thank you so much John! It's comforting to know that someone understands me! God bless you!

tyzz27 08/24/2015

I just want to concur with what John is saying. While we arent completely integrated. We have integrated 18 of our personalities and at the time it was diffiutl and we did grieve for those parts. It was "weird" not having those parts around and was difficult having to deal with the loss of these parts. In our opinion they havent completely part but integrated and become one allowing you to be a whole person so to speak. If it was us we would try and look back at the work that was done with each of those parts and use the work that was done with each of those parts to try and resolve issues that we may confront today

freedom14G 08/25/2015

you are your own best friend am honored to know you,, what an awesome survivor now thriver ,, you have overcome so much proud of you,, it is a journey for sure

freedom14G 08/25/2015

it is awesome many people are fragmented at some time in their life,, and you have worked hard to heal,,, for me getting sober in AA and my faith really has helped me too,, i have C PTSD and i am not a diagnosis it was the hard work of grieving that made the difference and grieving is at the core of healing , i applaud you and your alters helped you get here wow what an amazing warrior you are

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