I've had a few accounts over the years. I would be having lots of nice connections and feel like its all working and then something would trigger some episode of crazy depresssion and id just stop everything. feel like im doing ok now and just needed to com back to ds. i missed you guys. you spirit and your strength helped me through some very rough times. i just want to let all of you know the impact you can make in someones life with just a teensy bit of positivity.
i love you all.
It's been over a year since I have been completely integrated. It's hard for me to believe that I actually had 11 personalities controlling my life. Now I do not switch. It's just me. I've been healthy enough to enjoy my mental healing and get involved with my son's family. I do not work, because I am on disability. It's so quiet now. I do not have friends, because my mental illness kept me...
I have CPTSD.what do you guys think of this?I was in over the top pain by Tuesday after painting for twelve hours in my kitchen so I got the phone number of a painter from a friend. This man arrived on Tuesday morning and took a look, refused to do it as he said he had not interest in doing 'finicky' work with the units and the trim but he took down the curtain rail for me as the idiot who put it...