Multiple Personalities Support Group
Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...
I was before church and a little girl wandered away
It was a trigger. I kept an eye out and she was
Safe. I think it took me back. You can be taken
In an instant. I was shaking and freaking out inside.
I can handle those . I was sitting with my husband
And he asked if it was a trigger. I said yes. Then he made
A comment like regarding trigger. You don"t know You don't
Know what else.he said no, no like didn't" t mean to say it.
I hate it when he does that. Like he is joking about it
Or making fun of it. In church . My reaction
Was I don't like that. Don't do that. My head started
To hurt. He may not have done it on purpose , it sure felt
Like it. I think he knew I didn't like I think I made it clear
But he kept asking me if there was something
On my mind. I said yes. I told him after the kids went
To bed that I didn't like it, not to do it anymore
He was like in a defensive way like sorry I won't say it
Again and I didn't say it that loud. I felt very
Hurt and let down by him. I count and I am brave
I love my husband, no feeling very loved right now.
Has anyone felt like this or can understand how I feel.
It was a trigger. I kept an eye out and she was
Safe. I think it took me back. You can be taken
In an instant. I was shaking and freaking out inside.
I can handle those . I was sitting with my husband
And he asked if it was a trigger. I said yes. Then he made
A comment like regarding trigger. You don"t know You don't
Know what else.he said no, no like didn't" t mean to say it.
I hate it when he does that. Like he is joking about it
Or making fun of it. In church . My reaction
Was I don't like that. Don't do that. My head started
To hurt. He may not have done it on purpose , it sure felt
Like it. I think he knew I didn't like I think I made it clear
But he kept asking me if there was something
On my mind. I said yes. I told him after the kids went
To bed that I didn't like it, not to do it anymore
He was like in a defensive way like sorry I won't say it
Again and I didn't say it that loud. I felt very
Hurt and let down by him. I count and I am brave
I love my husband, no feeling very loved right now.
Has anyone felt like this or can understand how I feel.
He said was worse, even though he may not have
Meant it. I was caught off guard. And it seems
I have to get myself into safe mode again. I lost my
Keys and had to get a ride home for my kids
And Iam yet to find them. So it just keeps getting
Better.
I think I am doing better. I am just trying to
Remember a lot and caught me off guard.