Multiple Personalities Support Group

Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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YoukaiShifter 09/12/2012

Crying.. why do I feel so terrible.. All I can remember is how un-wanted I am/ was.. and have been..Foster Care.. why.. I want it all to end..

deleted_user 09/12/2012

I know how you feel. I wasn't in foster care, but my family just never wanted me and abused me and stuff. It sucks when nobody loves you. I'm sorry. :( I want it all to end too.

deleted_user 09/12/2012

I'm sorry you feel like crap. When i was growing up, they had this show called Punky Brewster. It was about a little girl was abandoned by her mother at the store and put into foster care, to later be adopted by an older man who loved her to pieces. It was kinda Annie-ish but I don't really remember Annie, only saw it once. So, i would fantasize about being a foster kid and getting to be loved by Henry, the best grandpa on Earth. lol

YoukaiShifter 09/12/2012

Foster care wasn't nice to me.. Sorry.. I.. I wanted to disapear so bad.. I am so angry now.. it didn't work.. And it's not like anyone cares.. I don't even know why I came back here..

k2hsharpe 09/13/2012

"i don't even know why i came back here .."

surprisngly.enough, you'll find people.here do care
welcome to the forum
:- )

kevin

prettylitlefairy 09/13/2012

i'm sorry foster care wasn't good to you either. but there's a lot of good people here. just let them have the chance to try help.
if you ever need to talk i'm here just message me or something
hugs!
take care and stay strong.

deleted_user 09/14/2012

I know how you feel. We were abused, it is not wright what happened.
You deserve better, to have peace, some happiness, to feel safe.
Have you considered, therapy? I hope this helps some.

starfish 09/15/2012

I've had rather negative experiences with Foster parents....oddly enough, NOT with Foster children!!! I haven't been a Foster child, but I have been closely associated with a few Foster parents (with some rather dispicable, in my opinion, treatment of their Foster children)....as well as having had my own children taken from me and they were briefly in Foster care. My oldest son, a while longer than the others, and I KNOW FROM HIS MOUTH that was NOT a good experience for him.

So, I sympathize....although I know not all Foster parents are like the ones I've met, been friends with, been involved with, (even two of my own children liked the one they were placed with for a short time)...I also know that there are plenty of them that have a LOT of room for improvement.

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