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Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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theblackrose 03/20/2012

.... To tell ya the truth I'm desperate! Our host won't stop cutting. She cut up our entire body for god sake! She won't eat... Won't sleep.... I don't know what to do anymore. We are growing weak. We are dying! I've tried everything to stop it! Please! Help us! You may be our last hope! I feel like such a failure. I'm the fucking protector ! I'm supposed to keep everyone alive! Please....- Ella of the BlackRose Clan.

bluedragon41 03/20/2012

Ella, take over and march her to the Emergency Room.

theblackrose 03/20/2012

I locked her up. I'm not ever going to let her out again. I can take care of this. We don't need no fucking doctors. -Ella

tyzz27 03/21/2012

Ella you are doing a wonderful job of protecting everyone but even protectors need support sometimes. I know Michael has needed support at times. What happenes when she locks you up and you cant get out to protect everyone there. At least if you were in hospital you would all be safe so if you werent able to get out she would have no way in harming you. I know seeing dr's can be scary especially when they have no *&^% idea of what's going on but sometimes it's the smartest choice. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you atm my friend.

stephanietram 03/21/2012

I am not looking to hijack this thread, but what is so great about going to the doctor if one of the others can get things under control. The hospital experience, in my imagination, just adds to the problem. Sure they can keep you alive, but there's more to life than that. I mean, if you choose to go, and they can help you, I'm glad for you. I hope you are able to get safe and stay safe. Not meaning to devalue you in any way.
Butch/&more

bluedragon41 03/24/2012

Well, in this case I'm just thinking a psych ward would provide physical safety...to a degree.

KaydeeGirl 03/24/2012

Stephanie/Butch - I agree if another part can take over and keep the body safe while helping the part who was cutting/not sleeping/not eating to heal then going to the psych ward isn't really neccessary. But if the solution is just to lock a part up she'll just end up out again.

Ella, I'm glad you are helping and protecting all of you. I know it seems scary but support can be a wonderful thing. Thinking of you.

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