hoping for good things in the lives of everyone represented on this site. I am so thankful for the people I have met on DS. There has been more than one night when life and death hung in the balance. I won't call a therapist when I feel that way because they automatically lock you up, and that would do me in for sure. The people here have had supportive, helpful, nonjudgemental things to say that have pulled me back from the brink. Thank you all.

thanks for the good wishes darkdestiny, i too hope everyone has a good holiday - it can be a difficult time for anyone and more so for those who struggle with trauma.

it is a good place stephanie - the best online place in my experience, i have rarely seen harsh words here. it is amazing considering the trauma represented here. i always feel so fortunate to have found it and although i don't often need support now it is good to know if i do there is always someone here who not only will listen but understands.

you both have been great with support.

well thanks much to you both, i wishing for a good holidays for all who have suffered worst and not as bad as me, i just wish the best for everyone, even my abusers but only cause its the holiday season and i refuse to hurt people during it :)

ps on the new year i can be grouchy again lol.