Morgellons Disease Support Group
Morgellons or Morgellons disease is a controversial name for an alleged polysymptomatic syndrome characterized by patients finding fibers on their skin, which they believe are related to other symptoms, including intense itching, skin lesions, as well as a wide range of other chronic symptoms. These symptoms are occasionally accompanied by the belief in an infestation by...
i have never been part of an online community, and due to the level of detretment my health has produced i am very rarely understood by 'friends and sadly have been abandoned by my entire family. the effect this has on my mental state is profound, how ever it seems to me that to be effected is healthy and if one knew the real stste of my disease and what i deal with socially on top of that my mental ststes are somewhat normal. long story short to not further slip into this lonleyness i have decided to attempt to connect and find a way to procede in life because currently the moment my eyes open in the morning i regret the fact that i am still alive. i feel like my life is a lie and that im up against the entirity of the world. how and why has this happened??
first and foremost i need medical attention severly. my symptoms are life threatening at this point. currently i haver a quarter sized open wound on my skull and videos of a pencil widthed "thing emerging from it over a centemeter. that night i went to 2 seperate hopspitals and they both refused me treatment. my arms are tingling up to my shoulder starting from the tips of my fingers. i have leasons all over my body. everything is going kaput. i could write a book on symptoms to the point that when i am asked i forget all the bs nthat this has caused health wise. most recently i had something come out of my scalp above my ear that i swear was thicker and sticker than resin. yet noone will treat me. i do nogt want to die like this..... do i call cdc? mayo? get a new doc?? why cant i get help? this is darn serios
And order their comprehensive stool analysis. It’s almost $200 but having a positive result that names your condition will be priceless to getting treated properly. In the meantime, know that there are other people out here that are going through the same things. You aren’t alone. I know how hard it is to get out of bed. I know how hard it is to have your relationships ruined. I know how hopeless things can feel. Just hang in there though…nothing can last forever and eventually, you will be treated correctly. Best of wishes.
The physicians I’ve had. I literally had a negative through my doctors office right before and after, I had positive results from this other place. They attach images to the report as well, so their is no doubting the legitimacy of the results. Anyway, again, best of wishes.