I know how you feel. Lately, I just realized that I am not healing from this by myself. I am kind of in the same boat. One thing you can do is maybe google low cost counseling in your area or go to a local church and see if they have any free counseling. A lot of normal counseling places base their fees off a sliding scale. I did it for my first miscarriage and only had to pay ten dollars per session because I was an unemployed student at the time.
Also, you can always keep coming back here. Feel free to e-mail me anytime and vent all you would like to. I know I would LOVE to have someone to talk to as well. I feel like I am all alone in this. I dont want to talk to my husband because if I did I would be talking all day and none of my friends are particularly supportive.
Let me know how the google search goes and I am SO sorry for your loss. Five months was not that long ago. This kind of grief does not usually start to feel better that quick,. All the ladies at DS are here for you :)

I really wish I knew what to tell you....I would assume that there are some places out there that will work with you on payments. Please don't give up trying....and there are so many good caring supportive people on here, and I know there has to be more close to where you live.

If you have a local college that offer degrees in counseling maybe you can go there.

Sorry to hear you are going through this, I was/am similar. I'm at college and have very low income atm, have stretched to 1 counselling session a month - really spacing them out. Its been 7 months for me, and still very up and down.

What happened with the support groups, are they just not running often? I contacted our local, for them to recommend a counsellor, but not been to any of the groups. Would your support group be able to recommend someone based on your financial needs?

Alternatively, I am happy for you to PM if you find writing it out helpful and benefit from response.
Its a horrible thing to go through, so don;t do it alone if you can

I found help at a local crisis pregnancy center, in the form of a one-on-one Bible study with a lady who had experienced a miscarriage also. We spent more time talking than on the study, and she helped me through the hardest part of my grieving. My heart goes out to you. It gets easier. I lost my angel Nov. 2008.

Crisis pregnancy centers or churches might be a great place to look for help. I pray you find what you're seeking and needing right now.

Just wanted to add - please know that it's totally okay to need help getting through this grief and loss (even better that you recognize that you have the need - good for you!)

This is a big deal. The good thing is that help is out there.

Also, just a note that sometimes the help I needed took different forms - online support, in person (from people who've been there) support, support directly from God (that's awesome - and he delivers when we reach out to him!), support from family, support from within myself through journaling or crying.

Again, I hope you find what you need to help you through this tough time. We're here for you too!