We lost our 2nd child on Oct. 3rd 2016. D&c on the 5th. It's now middle of March. I was doing so good. Yes it was a rollercoaster in the beginning but out of no were.... I'm back down. Everyone around me is pregnant (coworkers,best friend, little sister, and more) I truly am happy for them but we are... no... Were all due around the same time. So here I am... house is a mess, car is gross, my poor son wakes me now just in time to get to school so I have enough time to go to work. He is 6 1/2. My poor husband has seen me be gross. Unwashed hair, I am always sick to the point he thinks I'm a hypercondriac yet was confirmed this past Wednesday that I currently have the flu. But when will the depression end??? I take Prozac (it works... When I take it) but when can I STOP taking it??? When will I STOP crying every time I see a baby or commercial or hear my best friend talk about this amazing journey she is on with her third?
Hello everyone! I’m 47, married, no kids. My DH and I have been TTC for 9 years already. I’ve got pregnant in 2012, but there was problem with my kidneys and doctors had to terminate pregnancy. There is a very high risk for me to get pregnant again. We decided to use services of surrogate mother. Surrogacy is forbidden by law in our country and we are looking for options abroad. Which...
Today I got the results of my beta test and it was negative. Yes, I cried even though I’m at work. Feeling ok.Processed my emotions last night and by morning before test there was an inexplicable feeling of peace with no matter what the outcome would bring today. We have a follow visit next week to discuss our options for next cycle. Not throwing in the towel just yet. Hope.