I don't know how I would have gotten through the day without the support of all my ds sisters. It helped to know I wasn't alone and that I had people standing by me.I can't put into words how much today hurt me. I had to force myself to eat, to leave my room, and just to function. I didn't get to do the balloon release like I wanted. I hope to do that soon. I did finish the video I had started months ago. I made a couple things to add into her memory box. I made a birthday card for her with a letter. Next year I plan to make a cake for her but I'm just trying to get through one day at a time. I also made a certificate for her. And of course I burned her candle. I had a weird moment today I was sitting in my dining room crying my eyes dry with clouds outside. The next second I look out the window and the sun is shining bright. Maybe that was Grace letting me know she's there, and is always there.Well that is how I took it. You all have helped me so much and words can't explain how much it means to me.Lots of love and hugs to you all. And for those you are just starting this journey and for those whose due date hasn't come, you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I promise you can get through this.

I wanted to share this slideshow I made. Some one on here thought it would help someone in her family.So I thought I would share it.

http://photopeach.com/album/112rhmg

*I do not own rights to this song or video