Well...not sure where to start. umm in 05 I was dating a guy and I thought he was differnt. Wrong. Well he and I got pregant. I didnt know I was pregant till I was about 10 weeks a long. I got scared and freaked out. I talked to one friend whom was out of town for a few days. I had been working and stuff and I was also a college student. I was 21 yrs old at the time. I was thinking of what to do and I knew in the end I would keep the baby. But 3 days later I went to urgent care and was sent to the ER because they had told me I was miscarrying. I found out I misscarried at 10 weeks. I felt so alone and hurt and not sure what to think. I called the baby's dad and told him I was at the hospital he worked at and that I was pregant but miscarried. He told me that if I needed anything let him know. But he didnt really want to see him. So my friend called and bitched him out. So he ended up coming over that night. He hugged me. He also told me he got another girl pregant the week before he got me pregant. So her and I were a week apart in our pregancey. It hurt me due to missing the baby and also he didnt support me and I miss the baby so much. Even though I was 10 weeks along. About 4 days after I miscarried they other girl he got pregant miscarried. It was weird. The day I call my friend and told her I lost the baby. She told me she was pregant. I have never talked about it but once to a counselor of mine. Then I talked to a friend I thought would be supportive but instead he told me how stupid I was and how could I do something so stupid. I am now recently having a harder time and I dont know why. I guess repressing it only works for so long. How do people usualy cope with this kind of loss? Pls help me, I dont have anyone to turn to or talk about it with.