I had a miscarriage last Monday @ 12 weeks. I went in for an emergency ultrasound and found my baby measured only 9.5 weeks, I just had an ultrasound @ 8 weeks and everything looked great, strong 170 heartbeat. I do have one child who is 1 1/2 and I am so greatful to have him. I love him more than anything in this entire world, but I am just having such a hard time with losing this baby. I almost knew from the begining that something was wrong, something just didn't feel right. I chose to ignore this feeling after seeing the baby and hearing the heartbeat, I started to get excited. But I still didn't bond with this pregnancy, I just thought it was going to be different because it was the second pregnancy. One of the challenges with my miscarriage was that I had a D&C scheduled for 11am the following morning. My body went into labor in the middle of the night, I had the miscarriage here at home and it was such a horrible expierence. I just need to talk to other women who have been through this. I am getting so many opinions from those people at work and those so called friends on how they would have handled the same situation and I just want to scream. I am dying inside and the last thing I need to hear are the opinions of people who have never been through what we have... my heart is broken. My husband and I do want to try for our second baby soon, but I need help healing inside, I was searching online and that is when I found this website. I would love to hear from any and all on how you are doing and if you had any advice on how to get through these next few weeks... few months...
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