From my previous posts you probably know how hard of a time im having at the moment . Im finding it hard to function in reality and cant leave the house. I am also finding it hard to control my emotions. Im crying hysterically then happy then mad all within half an hour. I know my partner is very concerned about me and he is copping it all. He has been very supportive but also frustrated with me. He has told me he feels guilty because he sees what im going through and he isnt as upset. I told him that was normal. He constantly says its ok we can try again which we will but i just dont want to hear that right now. We have a strong relationship but im worried about the effect my constant depressive state is having on our relationship and how much i need him all the time. I have always been a strong and in charge person and i know he is suffering seeing me fall apart.
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