My best freind stopped talking to me the day I told her I was pregnant. She absolutley hates my boyfriend because she doesnt think I should care about anyone but her, so when I told her I was pregnant she bascially called me a slut and said she hoped my pregnancy was a miserable experience for me. I was really hurt but I still had hope that we would work out our problems and be freinds again one day. So two days ago I decided to reach out to her and tell her about the miscarriage. The response I got shook me to the core. She told me that it was probably my fault "IF" I had a miscarriage and that I deserve to be miserable and she wants nothing to do with me. I say "IF", because she then went on to say that she doesnt know if she even believe's that I was pregnant and that I'm making it up so she'll feel sorry for me. I wanted puke when I heared this. I keep thinking what kind of sick person would say those words to another human being. Losing my baby broke my heart, but to find out a someone I considered my best freind for 12 years could say those mean things to me really breaks my spirit.
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