it was only a week ago, seems so long ago and its still so fresh in my mind at the same time. im so down, so depressed. so many bills piling up on top of things cause i missed so much work between a knee injury and bieng sick and miscarriage. im trying to go back to work today, not sure how i will cope yet. im just wondering, how do you get through this? im so sad, i just dont care about anything. i wanted that baby, i used to sit and hold my stomach even though it wasnt really sticking out there yet. i felt so happy and now its gone. i dont know how long my medical will last, i was on state medical, or if it will even cover care after a miscarriage, i was suposed to have continued coverage for two months after the baby was born, so i guess i should have two months after this, its not my fault the baby was born at 8 weeks. i need to get my knee fixed and dental work done, and counseling maybe. its just like walking around in a fog. i dont know how to deal with this. im so lost.
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