So a guy I work with is expecting a baby with his girlfriend. My last pregnancy and her pregnancy were just a day apart... They found out the sex today... A girl... I am crushed emotionally. I felt in my heart that my baby was a girl. I wish so badly that I could have been the one getting the good news on the ultrasound today, and instead I find myself crying again... Just when things seemed to be getting better. I want to be happy for him. He's a great guy and he wants this baby so much. He was so excited to be having a girl. I just can't find it in my heart or mind tonight to be happy for him when I'm in so much pain still......... Maybe that's selfish...... I just can't help it though.
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