I guess I'm just needing a few kind words. I don't know what's wrong with me. I was almost asleep in bed and had tv on and there was a commercial for banking cord blood. It started out, "Are you pregnant?" and I just instantly got an upset stomach and started crying. It's just still so unreal, even though it's been about 3 1/2 weeks. I go through my days mostly ok but every now and then the reality just hits me. I started thinking about that we'd be in our second trimester by now, I might be showing, etc. Anyway, I can't seem to get myself together. It's so helpful though, knowing that you ladies are out there, going through the same thing and understanding where I'm coming from. My poor husband just stares at me like I'm a crazy person. I hope you all are having some peace and some sleep tonight.
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