I had my mc on 6/30/08... It has been a while... Today all of sudden I feel like I am losing control of my entire life. I need and want to talk about my feelings. No one close to me understands what I am going through, so I thought I would talk to you ladies... I honestly don't know if I can make it through these difficult days on my own. I feel numb, sad, frustrated, angry and confused... why all of a sudden do I feel like this???? I am losing control of my work, my family and myself and I don't know how to get my life back together. I am empty, I am sad, I am losing it... I just wanted to talk about it. thanks for listening.
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