I had a good ultrasound with a heartbeat at 9.5 weeks. Today on ultrasound there was no heartbeat - baby measured 11.5 weeks (would have been 12.5 weeks today). I have been through an early (6.5 weeks) miscarriage before, and I have 2 other children. I am alternating between tears and just feeling numb. I was prepared for this - I suspected there was something wrong - but I still feel like the world has just stopped. Just wondering if I will feel worse or the same after the d&c - but I know there is no good answer to this question.
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