I am a teacher and today was our first day back to school. I lost my baby mid July and I have been dreading going back to work for many reasons. Mostly, I am just so sad that when I left I had all these exciting plans about my new baby and now none of it is true. When I got there today I found out that there were 3 women on staff who are due around the same time that I would have been. 3!!I I guess statistically I am the 1 in 4 pregnancy that ends in miscarriage. I just felt horrible all day. I spent about 20 minutes in the bathroom at lunch crying and trying to get it together. I am dreading going back. What am I going to do? I'm just so sad. I wish that I could find comfort in all the words on here that say that my baby has gone to heaven, but I just don't really believe that right now. I just feel so distracted that I don't know how to do a good job at work. Anyway, I just wanted to get this all out. My husband is away right now, so I can't really talk to him in the same way that we normally do.
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