I have had migraines for 35 years. 6 years ago I was fortunate to get disability, I work part time. There have been so many ups and downs. My drug of choice is caferfot. Have tried others but the side efftects were so bad, and with high blood pressure I must be careful. I do have some good periods and some bad. Two years ago I got ulcerative colitis. AFter that the migraines were coming from foods that didn't used to bother me. Gluten became a problem, certain spices. And lately the weather and low pressure fronts. Mood swings, I don't talk about it much anymore, It gets lonely. I've been in all weekend.Stuggling to keep my job. People that don't have them seem to not believe me. Just when I thought ok I'll change this or that someting else comes out. When I was younger they were hard but my recovery from them seemed quicker, Now at 56, It's seems longer. Today, I will start over again watching my diet, but I am not sure what else is going on anymore. Been to doctor after doctor, test after test. Just venting, thanks
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