I used meth for the past 3 or 4 years, never missed work, had almost no social relations, but everything was "ok", then I quited for three months, felt great, but this girl came back to my life, and started doing it again, only on weekends, I started missing work now, today will be my third night with no sleep and I work in 5 hrs, I started with mild mild alucinatons, paranoia, it's pretty obvious now to everybody that I use drugs, my life is breaking peace by peace, I'm afraid, feel so tired all the time, I don't know how long I can keep this, I won't use for the next few days and keep telling myself all the time to keep strong, don't do it again, but then I do it again, no hesitation, and the world turns up side down again for a couple of days, im desperate, why do I keep doing it, I feel better about myself after a few days clean, everything looks positive, bright, and boom I smoke again, please help me, or I'll lose everything, my kids know about it, and they're loosing hope in me, at work I'm not a good worker anymore, I feel so depressed, haven't eaten all day, didn't go to work today, again. What am I going to do
Hi my name is Nykki and I’m a recovering addict, my choices were cocaine and meth and I’m about 8 days away from being clean for 6 months now and i never felt better. Anything is better than that life
Hello my name is John. I have been clean from heroine and alcohol for a good couple years. I was clean from meth as well. I started again in October 2017. I quit recently for a month and things were going great again. I have been using for 2 weeks, everything is a mess. My conscience, my spirit that God created is torn. I quit again tonight. I went to Teen Challenge on my own for 13 months...