my boyfriend is an addict. 4 in one special Weed cigarettes alcohol and meth. Not trying to make a joke about it this is very serious he’s been doing it since he was in high school he is now 32 years old I have known him for about eight years just as friends we recently started dating and he continued to use I have been around many attics but never involved with one. My mother father aunts uncles have all had addiction issues I myself have never smoked a cigarette in my life I’ve always had self-control and taking care of others so when it comes to addiction. I have no idea about it he was clean for several Weeks. Even months He was going to work every single day coming home happy I never see him smile so much we went out on Thanksgiving to the casino with a few family members and that night he did dope again and hurt me so bad and I’m not really sure what to do I don’t want to leave him I don’t think it’s right to leave him alone because I can only imagine what he’s going through but is this fair for me? Would it be wrong for me to leave him? Is he truly sorry? How my supposed to trust him again knowing any moment you could relapse ?
Please i need help the last several months i have been back at it already starting the hustle again . haven't lost it all yet. But im close sitting here with a loaded bowl been up all night and have to be at work at 8.
Ive been married for 26 years. The first time I learned of his drug use we were in deep financial trouble that was 15 years ago we have worked so hard to rebuild our lives. Now I have learned hes been using again for at least a year. How could I have been so blind? I am so angry and hurt by his lies and deciet. He gets verbally abusive when I try to talk about what hes done to not just me but our...