My meth addiction started two years ago after my divorce. From what little information I had on the drug, it would kill me the first time I shot it. I was mistaken. Instead it has caused a downward spiral of my life over the past two years. I am ready to be done. I am alone with only my parents to turn to. If I keep going the end result is death or prison. I want to cry out, "god I want to live again" and snap back into what I knew of life more than two years ago. It worked at the end of, "Its A Womderful Life". This is not a movie, it is reality. The reality is, I've sought the type of treatment I need. It seems that reputable rehabs are only for the rich. Does anyone have any suggestions?
man I'm here for a concert with family and I feel like shit. All I want to do is cry and hide. I'm tired of feeling like shit and so lost. I wish I had a knife to cut can't take it.
I have a wonderful girlfriend, when I was planning on killing myself she was the only thing that kept me from doing so. She made me feel important and loved. But now I’m worried that I’m too clingy to her. I dont want to bother her at all, but she’s just my only reason for living. She’s the only thing that’s been able to really make her happy.