I have a share rental in my house that supports me and pays all my bills. When Nat (my daughter) comes over, the renters do not like her. She does use crystal meth. I am unfamiliar with drug addiction or how to deal with someone close who uses. I got a restraining order, finallly, to make sure she stayed away; but I have weakened many times and allowed her to be here. Recently, a renter moved out with 5 days' notice; and I offered to rent his space to her. The renters went ballistic! They called the sheriff and had her put in jail. Ive been feeling horribly divided since she became homeless - I don't want her to suffer, but I have to keep the renters happy. Now I feel even worse because I know how she suffers in jail. I don't think it's the best way for her to clean up her act, but I have no control over it.
Now, two of the renters have gotten their own restraining orders, and I will have to honor them or be in violation and have to go to jail myself. With terrible claustrophobia, this is a horrifying possibility. This is a LOT to deal with at age 81! I could use some support.
man I'm here for a concert with family and I feel like shit. All I want to do is cry and hide. I'm tired of feeling like shit and so lost. I wish I had a knife to cut can't take it.
I have a wonderful girlfriend, when I was planning on killing myself she was the only thing that kept me from doing so. She made me feel important and loved. But now I’m worried that I’m too clingy to her. I dont want to bother her at all, but she’s just my only reason for living. She’s the only thing that’s been able to really make her happy.