i got the mri done..thru my insurances approval..i didnt go thru msaa....so the doctor's office calls me and tell me that its really important that i go to the doc today and so im sitting there hoping i dont have cancer or a tumor and then the dr comes in and tells me to tell her every single nerological event thats ever happened to me so i went back like 3 years and told every time i was numb tingly etc so she read me the mri thing and said that the pictures showed white masses..associated with lesion and that my symptoms are associated with ms...my mouth dropped open but im not sad right now cuz i guess im in shock but also i was like atleast i dont have a brain tumor or caancer....u know? and i made a joke out of it when i came home and was like "dramatic my ass, u guys ignored me for 3 year!" no one laughed tho and my mom was like i dont think u have ms cuz everyone gets dizzy..i get it too..i prob have the same thing, but she doesnt.

idk how to feel...i have a really close friend (teacher i became friends with from my hs) with ms and she goes to work, takes her meds (needles in her stomach), she has issues swallowing and sometimes her nerve pinches and her but and leg hurts...but shes ok....she not fragile like i originally think of when i hear ms and Montel Williams hes been living with ms for the longest.

but im shocked cuz i thought ms was hereditery...no one in my fam has it

thank u guys for ur support:-)