so I was at one ponit didnt smoke anything for a yr..abit befor my nanny passed i started once n awhile smokeing hash(cuz it dosent give me the bad effect weed dose now)well since my nanny passed i have been smokeing more hash..not to hide my feelings or anything like that only on weekends..last two weekends i smoked once each weekend ( witch i didnt really want to at frist then i give in) my cuzin gave me a small ball of hash tonite...I sit here thinking should i or shouldnt i ..i really dont want to smoke I just dont feel its "me" anymore but at the same time I want it! i mean if i smoke the small bit i get a little hi and im ok anymore fucks with my bipolar and i should really fouse on my heath only but I dont drink or anything.. its nice to realx once n awhile..but my poor brain cells and mental health!!! I think i mite just give this to my boyfriend he can have it then maybe i'll only smoke a little once n while (this little ball could last just me a while) The debate in my head its over whelling!!!...should I...Should'nt I ;S hmmm
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