Maybe a month in without weed, I lost track. Still feeling pretty positive about it all, and deff feeling allot better than I ever did while addicted to weed. Only thing I can't seem to get under control is the sleeping. For the life of me I can't get more than 2 hours of sleep then I wake up, go back to sleep for an hour or two, and do it all again up until the 4-5 hour mark and then just say screw this I'm sick of waking up after a bad dream over and over and over.
If I had one reason to go back to being high all the time this would be it. But alas that's not a good reason, well hell nothing gives me a good reason to go back, except I think this is my mind trying to trick me into finding reasons when I know I'm better off without it.
Tried calming tea of all sorts, not eating too late, exercising(I think this helps a bit more than others)...eating right.....i really don't know but nothing helps me get more than 2 hours of sleep at a time.
This has happened before as well, and then it gets better eventually and I forget about the crap I put myself into and go back to smoking for one stupid reason or another.
I have to stay strong and not get into weed hell again - that's all I can say it feels like when I am addicted and currently smoking that S.HIT.
going to see the doctor for a checkup after a good 10+ years so I suppose I'll have allot to talk about, maybe I can get on some sleep meds, though I don't want to be addicted to anything.
end rant at 4:20am - F.UCK
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