The only things I can say I miss about you are ; The ability to stay asleep through the night without having dreams wake me up every hour or two.
I also miss spending 25+ a day on weed to keep that feeling of getting high going...because anything less than an 1/8 or a G of oil just will not do it. I miss that feeling of crap I don't have enough for the day what am I going to do since I spent most of my money and i'm either going to eat or smoke more....needless to say I picked the right way and smoked it away, and went with a dollar item at the 99 cents store.
Oh I miss the times when I would smoke and 5 minutes later I would be like oh man there goes the initial high, and then 20 minutes later feeling super lazy and tired, and then 30-40 minutes later feeling anxiety because I didn't get high again and I felt like super poo until I did smoke.
I also miss the crazy thoughts that would race through my head, or my random acts of creativity that would last for about 5 minutes, then I'd need to smoke again.
Man I miss those days when they had specials going on at the weed shops and I'd spend like twice as much to get a hell of allot of product, therefor spending all the money I had and not really having anymore for anything else that day.
I do miss that weed, being stoned was just so great - oh man can't wait till I ruin my days getting high again - nonstop thinking of being high or wanting to get high....it's what I lived for, nothing else mattered as long as I got high I wasn't freaking out over getting high.
Oh man I left out the best part....looking for 5 bucks changed through my clothes and car for hours so I could go buy some crappy joint at the store and get mildly high...only to either get sick from the joint or finish it so soon I'd need another in like an hour - so I'd just take naps - good thing about naps is you don't need to smoke when you're sleeping so that was bomb diggity.
Being bored is freaking great for me, I quit nicotine(vapes and weed within a month, and now I have nothing addicting besides rollerblading on the beach - i know f.ukcing hard life....that and saving that money for important stuff like rent and feeding the animals....
Honestly I can't say any drug has really done it for me positively...even alcohol or other drugs which i never had problems with like weed, I feel like I always needed more at the the time to feel the effects or I wasn't doing it right in my mind.
I = addiction, and as long as I never go back and smoke the weed again I'm personally 10 million times better off than I will ever be while smoking. Even those times that I'm super bored with nothing to do, I'd rather stare into the abyss than getting high - getting high has turned into my hell in allot of ways...and all I can do is thank good old MJ for that.
PS just joking on the first part hhaha
Weed I say F*uck you again thanks for making me think I needed you all this time you f.ucking evil drug -
i smoked for 38 YEARS... ended up smoking 50 cigs a day... I tried numerous attempts to quit on MY OWN... I tried gum... patches... smoked after chewing the gum... spit it out and lit a cig... wore nicotine patch at work after took off lit cig... sat in meeting intro to nicotine anonymous and listen to panels of speakers...took up exercise...dancing... just ended up doing BOTH... using nicotine...