I was living in Europe for a couple years and the last half I met this guy, Peter. He became friends with me and all my friends and they all told him (including me) that I was leaving for Canada again in the summer with no idea if I am coming back to live. (I go back in January for an exam and graduation, but not to live). So we had fun with each other and then started dating and it got really serious really fast. It was my most serious and intense relationship and after 3.5 months "i love you" was exchanged. Anyways, the end of June came along and we decided that we could give LD a chance, and we would be open about our feelings.
For a while it was fine, but then his communication started lacking and I told him we weren't talking as much and he made up some stupid excuses. So I gave him another week to improve, but nope. It sucked and everyone was telling me to just break up with him, because he shouldn't be treating me like this, so I asked him if he thought we should break up, since it isn't too hard, and he said that is was maybe for the best. So we broke up on fairly good terms and remained friends, which was fine, up until now, he is posting pictures of partying with his friends along with a girl he hooked-up with before we met. And I know she has a thing for him, and I just wish I could slap her or something. I'm 75% sure they will hook up tonight and it just kills me. I am still as in love with him as before , but now I can't do anything about it. HE has the right to mess around with anyone, and so do I, but I regret us breaking up 100% and I just cannot move on. I need some advice please!! I wish we had ended up hating each other, that would have been so much more easy for me to deal with.