The description in the overview describes how I have felt my whole life!! I thought it was just me. I've often wondered if life is worth living since no matter where I am, or what I'm doing or who I'm with- there is this empty, black hole that never fills in. I thought that I just couldn't be happy, that it was physically impossible for me to feel anything but the sinking feeling of isolation and loneliness. I thought it was part of the depressive side of bi-polar, which I have, except that I felt it even when not depressed. Oh, to know there are others and its not just me!!!
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