Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
i've reached the cliched point of going through the motions...what's the use...taking up space.
No money, no friends, no family, no car, hate today's movies/music, old age, not the best of health...i'm a real fountain of fun;)
I have two cats to take care of, and my neighbor's outside cat to feed. And..? I don't want the permanent alternative, but this long purgatory aint that great either.
Also nihalistic enough to not believe in any philosophy, after reading practically all of them (thanks to being alone, with nothing else to do)...I do kinda accept Albert Camus' theory of the absurd, that life can be best when you DONT try to make sense of it.
But, at age 54, I'm akin to many a quote along the lines of benjamin franklin's "some people die at 25 and arent buried till 75"
No money, no friends, no family, no car, hate today's movies/music, old age, not the best of health...i'm a real fountain of fun;)
I have two cats to take care of, and my neighbor's outside cat to feed. And..? I don't want the permanent alternative, but this long purgatory aint that great either.
Also nihalistic enough to not believe in any philosophy, after reading practically all of them (thanks to being alone, with nothing else to do)...I do kinda accept Albert Camus' theory of the absurd, that life can be best when you DONT try to make sense of it.
But, at age 54, I'm akin to many a quote along the lines of benjamin franklin's "some people die at 25 and arent buried till 75"
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A tree outside where I live is dying, seemingly from dog urine----with the bully in my building going out his way to not only have his dog urinate there but to have the dog urinate on the fence and sign I bought to try save the tree----and then slide the sign under my apt door.Turns out that was a TRIGGER for me----bullying and humialtion right out of high school. I didn't realize it at the...
I was having arthritis problems (knees and ankles) three or four years ago, and I felt older then than I do now.
I think for most people, if they found out that they had just a few weeks or months left to live, everything that's routinely taken for granted would seem great, and all the gloomy thoughts would dissapear. I want every day, unless/until there's a lot of physical pain. I miss the way things were before texting, internet porn and trash/reality tv took over, back when people were more sociable. Now, I'm really sounding old.
i miss the olde days---but i've learned so much from the internet, and at little cost, compared to the olde days of having to search for books and such.
But, a lot of people arent using technology to wise up, but to get stupid, with video games and such.
And unescapable cellphones; i was in a public restroom when a man used the urinal while talking on the cellphone----I could hear both sounds coming from him, and probably could the person at the other end of the conversation.
Right now I am reading Adam Carolla's "Not Taco Bell Material" and I have been laughing through it too. My one cat was up against my stomach as I was stretched out reading it and as I was laughing, the cat was bouncing up and down on my stomach and looking at me as if to say "got any Dramamine?"