Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...

First, I love the screen name although now I have a craving...lol ;p
Second, I hear you - I seem to always be the one reaching out. How does no one hear my cries for help? And then it seems I'm just a huge burden and not worthy enough for that help. Ugh.
I'm sorry for your loss. Would you care to tell us about your brother? It sounds like maybe you were close??
And I applaud you for 'keeping on keeping on' and putting yourself out there to people. How are things going with the siblings you are trying to rekindle a relationship with?