Hello my name is Shola and I feel really angry and depressed about being very lonely when I really want some happiness in my life for once like for me to find a nice boyfriend and to find some nice new older friends too and also I really want people to stop saying things about me or other people of all ages young or old wanting these things in their lives as we all need love and affection no matter how old we are and also it really affects me quite a lot when people say that I have got plenty of time and that I am only young when I don't find it very helpful at all as I am now 20 and I just want more people to say more positives to me and not always the negatives because I really hate it when nobody seems to listen or understand about what I like and I don't like and what I want and I don't want. I just want this to all end so I can be happy and be able to move on with my life and also it is my body and my life too and nobody should think about preventing anyone like myself from wanting things like that in their lives.