Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
So it's been a while since I was last on here but I'm still a loner loser. My friends don't call me or talk to me. I texted a friend and she never texted back. No one outside my family wants to talk to me.
I'm still dealing with my neck and back issues, so I won't be returning to work any time soon. My sister wants me to get kicked out so she can take my room so her son can use it. I'm just struggling financially because state disability is not paying me because I need to send out a paper THEY keep not sending out. I'm gonna have a bitch fit tomorrow if it doesn't come in the mail by then. I don't want to lose my room and I need to pay my rent.
My oldest sister, meanwhile, is employed at my work. She got promoted faster. It took me a year and a half to get promoted while she got promoted in six months. She gets treated better although she has been there for one year and I've been there for four years. She says they're going to promote her again soon. I'm hoping they'll transfer her out. I can't take her being at my work anymore because I can't escape my family no matter where I go. Anything I do at work, my sister finds out and tells my family. I once had a crying fit and was feeling suicidal at work and my sister found out, told my dad, who came in my room screaming at me and saying I was embarrassing my sister!
Sometimes I wonder if this world is better without me in it. But that's not the answer. At least I'll be able to leave for Virginia soon to visit my boyfriend. I don't think my family or friends will notice I'm gone for three weeks.
I'm still dealing with my neck and back issues, so I won't be returning to work any time soon. My sister wants me to get kicked out so she can take my room so her son can use it. I'm just struggling financially because state disability is not paying me because I need to send out a paper THEY keep not sending out. I'm gonna have a bitch fit tomorrow if it doesn't come in the mail by then. I don't want to lose my room and I need to pay my rent.
My oldest sister, meanwhile, is employed at my work. She got promoted faster. It took me a year and a half to get promoted while she got promoted in six months. She gets treated better although she has been there for one year and I've been there for four years. She says they're going to promote her again soon. I'm hoping they'll transfer her out. I can't take her being at my work anymore because I can't escape my family no matter where I go. Anything I do at work, my sister finds out and tells my family. I once had a crying fit and was feeling suicidal at work and my sister found out, told my dad, who came in my room screaming at me and saying I was embarrassing my sister!
Sometimes I wonder if this world is better without me in it. But that's not the answer. At least I'll be able to leave for Virginia soon to visit my boyfriend. I don't think my family or friends will notice I'm gone for three weeks.
the disability forms are all online....everything you need should be there.
we don' tget to pick our families do we??? i odn't know about you but i was the family "scapegoat"--they assigned it to me and i accepted it. my older brother is the "hero" he is very successful and has a beautiful life....he's the superachiever...i couldn't compete with that though i tried my whole life. so then i just gave in and was the underachiever.....
we all have our own paths.....when we get older and older WE get to decide who we are and WE get to design our lives. it's true it's VERY difficult when you are financially dependent due to disability. you no longer have to accept the role your family has assigned to you....become your own person. be creative. if you're stuck there for now hold onto the idea that you will be on your own when that becomes possible.
remember that your older sister has her own family role and her own life path. maybe when you figure out the job that you're good at you will excel and leave her in your dust. maybe you're gonna be an excellent mom or travel the world wide. just please don't sell yourself short.
i know youre frustrated.....just try to get some space out of the house...go be in nature.....feed yourself nature. change one thing you are doing over and over again. look if you want to talk to your friend text her again and again and again. tell her you miss her and wonder why she's not responding.....??
don't let these messages all around you reinforce negative thoughts you have about yourself. prove them wrong!!!!
Weneego, I know how it feels. Both of my brothers are successful in life but me and my sisters are all not doing that great right now (but none want to help us). My oldest sister in particular. She's working very hard but she can't make ends meet no matter what she does so she is probably going to have to move into a smaller house.