Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
Today is New Year. i wished new year never came. On this very day, my ex told me to just get out of her life and i don't mean anything to her anymore. I spent the night with my best friend , my blade. At least , it does not deceive you. It cuts whenever you want it to cut. I'm tired so tired. Don't know what to do anymore. Despite she hurt me. I miss her, i miss her talks, i miss her voice , i miss her hugs...I wonder if life is really worth it. Mom is planning to celebrate my birthday which is on new year.Its so hard to keep a smile on your face and say you are ok when inside you are broken. I wished i did not exist. What's the point of living when every moment you are dying inside?
Let me tell you, not existing doesn't solve how you feel inside. It just makes you more alone with it. It's like screaming on the inside at yourself, 24/7 and no one stops to help you.
You are allowed to miss someone who was significant to you. You will never forget them.
A blade may not deceive you, however it does enable you to hurt longer. Sometimes being enabled that way doesn't make anything better.
I hope that you can find some peace in your life journey.