yes i did.
i started going for walks and went and joined local groups.

I feel like this right now - for me it's kinda like I'm not participating in what is going on daily - like I'm just watching the time pass. But, similarly how you feel stuck without the ability to go backward or forward, I feel like each day that passes, I look forward to the next day less and less.

My exams are over, too - my summer job is research-intensive, so that keeps my busy during the day. It's the night I don't like - I have these strong urges to seek out a connection, but I can't seem to relax enough or get myself together to go and do something.

Anyhow, just letting you know that you're not the only one feeling that way!!

I like the way you utilize the concept of narrative to describe your situation. Are you into art/writing? Seems like you might be.

How to give life meaning and how not to be alone too much with one's thoughts - those are pretty intense questions. Dunno that there is one single answer for everyone. But I suspect one has to focus on the gabillions of possibilities each day brings.

Yeah, I think I get where you are coming from, I have been in a similar situation for the past few years. I traveled and met knew people, it took me a while to realize I had to make something happen, life doesn't always just come on its own. Before, I didnt cope, I almost self-destructed.

I feel like this now! I thought I was the only one!

You need to go to Disneyland!!! I hope things get better for you!

You need to get involved in causes that you believe in, like i have done....It can give your life a lot of purpose and meaning!

Tom B. aka Ihman

Thank you all for your replies..
The truth is I am happy with what i do in life..I want to be a translator and that gives me peace..
But that's all I have..I am grateful for this but just like knhughes34 said, once the exams are over you tend to feel a little lonely.
S73V3 you are right, I should make something happen, maybe go out with friends...help life happen