I'm sorry you feel this way but I don't think you are alone in this way of thinking. I and I'm sure others feel the same way that it feels like we are in our own world because the people around us don't understand what we are going through and unless we can connect with someone who feels the same way I guess you could say we are in our own world. Many hugs. :)

You are not alone in the way you are feeling. Even surrounded with people we can all feel isolated and that peoples smiles are fake.
Big hugs and I hope you find some sunshine soon.

I hate being around people. I hate having to fake being ok. I am going
to be living in my car soon and won't have to face anyone then.

Why will you be living in your care soon ?

Why will you be living in your car soon ?

You have a successful business - not just anyone can do that.

In a reasonable world, families take care of each other. If there's something you do that they can't tolerate - they would talk to you about it, not desert you. You don't desert anyone that you love, or anyone that you care at all what happens to them. As part of a group, people will go along with things often, that they would never do on their own.

You shouldn't tolerate being called crazy. If you actually need help,
it's cruel, and if you don't - it's just stupidity on their part.

Sending you good thoughts.
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"The human spirit is Stronger than Anything that can happen to it."

Why are you feeling this way about yourself? When did all of these negative thoughts start? I'm sure if your students have always liked you, then I don't see why they wouldn't like you now. I have a feeling it is your own misinterpretation of yourself. May I ask why you don't trust anyone? and why wouldn't anyone like the "real' you? I know, a lot of questions, but I have to ask them if I'm able to help and support you. Don't feel bad, I'm called crazy all the time. That's okay, I'm still a good person that cares about others, no matter how crazy I may seem.. :-)
Talk to us, okay? Let us support you. Hugs GB

My students love me!! Or so I used to think. Now I think they hate me. I can't keep any friends and I have no friends because I don't trust anyone and don't think anyone would like the "real" me. You know, the "not fitness instructor" me. My family doesn't speak to me anymore either (brothers and sisters) and everyone that knows me calls me crazy. I feel like I don't

Hi Nccodamom (((( N ))))

Don't let no one call you crazy. Give 'em one up side of da' head !


my best,
. C