I have been inside all day more sleeping than anything else...now watching the 5pm news....missed friends call on purpose at noonish and did not decide to get out of bed and deliver a coffee table I want to sell to someone who would have bought it...instead stayed warm under covers trying to sleep....then they texted that they got called into work...ok with me another day would do better for me anyway it is cold outside with snow somewhat here today but just a dusting....

I have been troubled most of my life with deep melancholia, it has a clinical name now, where i feel like you do. A lot of the time I feel nothing at all. I hate that the most. I try to add humor whenever I can because it is the only thing that makes me feel better. Sometimes I irritate people with it though. I'm sorry you feel this way, it has been a long winter here in the states and like Bill, I don't want to go out either. I keep wishing for Spring but tomorrow night is below zero again. Today was rain which turned everything to a sheet of ice, now it will freeze solid. Ugh. Warm up already. I want to see green grass.