Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
I'm hetrosexual, though something of a nerd, and have been called "fag" (though mostly by redneck women).
When I was in my early 20s, coming out of a teenage depression/seclusion, I wound up around the white trash in my town----and was about the only person, among the various people I met, who wore glasses. There are still people who are ashamed to wear glasses.
And, again, the local women: "these arent the kind of women you go to for a hug or sympathy" i joked to an ex-new yorker who lived nearby; him and me watching from his upstairs apt of a woman arguing with cops.
That was on a welfare/ssi day, and the ex-new yorker lost his apartment when he went to a casino in the hope of winning money to pay his back rent. So, also lonely in a rural ghetto.
When I was in my early 20s, coming out of a teenage depression/seclusion, I wound up around the white trash in my town----and was about the only person, among the various people I met, who wore glasses. There are still people who are ashamed to wear glasses.
And, again, the local women: "these arent the kind of women you go to for a hug or sympathy" i joked to an ex-new yorker who lived nearby; him and me watching from his upstairs apt of a woman arguing with cops.
That was on a welfare/ssi day, and the ex-new yorker lost his apartment when he went to a casino in the hope of winning money to pay his back rent. So, also lonely in a rural ghetto.
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A tree outside where I live is dying, seemingly from dog urine----with the bully in my building going out his way to not only have his dog urinate there but to have the dog urinate on the fence and sign I bought to try save the tree----and then slide the sign under my apt door.Turns out that was a TRIGGER for me----bullying and humialtion right out of high school. I didn't realize it at the...
Maybe you should try not to put people in boxes,
I mean this in a very kind sincere way,
everyone is different,
but there is good in everyone,
at least a little anyway.
Thanks.
then there are the bits and pieces of deer i find scattered about during hunting season; legs and hooves that hunters dont want.
and i remember a mom slapping her little kid in front of me, cause, like she said to her sister, "that's how we were raised"
yes, there is a LITTLE good in everyone.
One thing that for certain the negative and critical people are having way too much influence over everyone. Rural people, often, are m i s e r a b l e. They spend much of their time watching each other and gossipping about each other. It's pretty pathetic. Narrowed eyes and narrow minds. There are exceptions, but not many, not around here. Life on the farm is apparently anything but laid back.
Nevermind sexy, somebody needs to bring decency and empathy back :)
there really isn't much in this area, and there isn't much i can do with the little money i do have.
my ex-philadelphia landlord has cats, so we get along good. the ex-new yorkers and phila crowd in this rural area are friendlier than long time locals.
a lot of locals hate cats, for killing rabbits. last summer i even had to knock on downstairs neighbor cause their cat had a poor half-dead baby rabbit for a toy, for neighbor to put it out its misery.
january 2006 the kinda-crack house in back of me burnt down, when the renter just happened to get kicked out. then he moved next door, and months later a car outside just happened to have a bullet wiz through its open window. no reason for me to be ashamed that i'm glad that guy is dead, since i had to attach a special adapter to my kitchen faucet---so a garden hose could quickly be attached in case of a fire.
i'm glad the flop house adjacent to me is still empty, after its landlord went bankrupt. somebody from that building would be seated outside 24 hours a day. i hated leaving my place, for them to see i was gone from my apt. I did let them have too much control over my life, but it was a whole building of everybody related to one another--vs--me.
About the only thing I can do is come here to complain;)
Just tired of keepin this all in, especially since I might be on my last lap cause of all this nonsense.