I am a 60 year old grandmother. I have custodyof 2 grandchildren and my daughter (mother of one of the kids) lives with me. I work full time and do most of the house work, my daughter is mentally ill and beyond lazy. My only social life is church and Bible study, but no friendships have come from there, I long for a friend, female or male. I couldn't have anyone over because of my hectic family life. I have always had trouble making friends, I don;t know why. I haven't dated since my boyfriend died 3 years ago, I took care of him til he passed and then paid to bury him. I have taken in my grandkids when their parents were unfit. I would just like to have an adult conversation occassionally that is not at work. I feel old, ugly, and sad. Who would want to be my friend?